Shifting needed.

Holidays and Easter are definitely killers for my persona. I simply can't handle the collective delusion of "restfulness" and the wasting of two fine weeks to keep on moving. As if regularly people kept up with their schedules and ultimately their work, thus keeping themselves from achieving ANY THING.

Yes, I'm aware of the bitterness but I'm also aware that because of other's ineptitude I can't get to complete my projects and on top of that, the true via crucis of teaming up with... ANYONE at UniMich. Man, how much I miss my old playground!

Right now the only thing that keeps me going is the possibility of returning to Brown and get away from all this mediocrity which everyday I try not to get sucked in by.

Yes, I also realize I'm very likely to be the one in the wrong place, or even better, a rotten Luk in a rich and select array.

Am I a complete basket case or simply need to shift gears? Can't tell... right now.